October 2010
I haven’t gone to the gym in over a week now. I’ve just been eating and trying to bulk up. So far I’m doing good and keeping up with all this. My friends from philly aren’t doing their overnight and I was supposed to go there today. Unfortunately they’re all busy and I would be at one of my friend’s house all alone. It’s all good though because I’ll...
This is my second chance.
Thank you.
I don't use facebook anymore.
Some of my friends have been wondering where I’ve been. They’ve also asked why I’m not on it. I deactivated it for personal reasons. I really don’t have much use for it anyway. Maybe in the future I’ll come back to it but I’d rather just deactivate it than not login. I’m pretty much MIA right now. Most people on facebook I do not even talk to. To those who...
I always feel out of shape whenever I don’t go to the gym. haha I had a midterm yesterday and it was the easiest one I have ever took in my life. Basic math. smh only took me like 10 mins and I was out. I don’t know what I’m doing today. I was invited to a friend’s bday but I’m not sure if I want to. Maybe I’ll stay home again like I always do. It’s...
“Pay no attention to what the critics say… Remember, a statue has never been set...”
– Jean Sibelius (via livejamie)
62 kg
That’s my current weight. I just realized I’ve been putting four 3/4 scoops of my protein shake. I’m only supposed to be putting four 1/2 scoops. No wonder I gained weight so quick.
Sorry, I'm still picking up the pieces of my...
Decisions.
I’ve been offered a big opportunity because of my hardwork. I’m not entirely sure if I should go through with it. There’s so much to accomplish but that’s only decided by my efforts. I’ve proven that I’m eligible but am I really up to it? I don’t know if I want to start over and gain a new life somewhere else. It’s so nerve wrecking thinking about...
Change.
The good type of change. It’s reassuring that some people notice how different a person I am now. I really don’t understand why I was how I was in the past. I’m honestly happy and don’t really worry about anything. I don’t hangout as much as I did and stay out late everytime. It’s only once in awhile but I don’t neglect people. I’m more healthier...
“My dream girl? I don’t want her to be perfect.”
– Jay Park (via -jayparkquotes)
Mad hungry
I’m always hungry. haha it’s 7:30am and I woke up like at 4 because my stomach was growling. Now I’m waiting for my dad to bring home some breakfast from mcdonalds. I never noticed how much I ate until I recently weighed myself. About 2-3 months ago I weighed around 113 now I’m 125. Such a huge gap but I want to weigh at least 140. My body aches a bit since I took a break...
