September 2010
It's not that you don't deserve better, I'm just...
Addicted to working out.
I’ve been working out everyday for the last 3 weeks. I’ve become more dedicated in shaping up. I’ve also become sort of a health freak. I’m eating right and handle my portions well. I eat so much actually but I don’t stuff myself to the point where I don’t workout. I like how things are going for me. No one pushes me to do all this. I do it for myself!
Looking forward to another day...
I’ve been in such a positive mindset. I don’t really complain about things. Nor am I a whiner at that. I do what I have to do cause it’s my life.
Beautiful girl, no need to pretend. You could keep searchin but you know it ain’t worth it. He got nothin on me baby…
These days are getting so boring...
Every girl I care for will find a better man and...
I used to be scared thinking like that. However, the girls I’ve been with have pretty much stayed with their boyfriends for the longest time. They’re better off without me regardless. I’m not saying I regret it or anything. I’m actually happy that they have found someone who’s treating them better than I did. My time will come when that girl comes into my life. For...
Things I need to buy sooner or later.
New cologne
Ripped jeans/skinnys
Shoes
Beanies
Accessories: preferably rings/bracelets these days
Jackets/hoodies
Cardigans
A pink wife beater and v-neck if I can find it
Fedora
Glasses just for the look haha
Ipod
"Oh, you got that. Real rap." xD
I was supposed to wake up early to finish some stuff at school. I ended up waking up later and got ready for class. I thought I was going to be late but I got there just in time. My teacher wasn’t even there yet. Class was boring as usual but I paid attention. We got out 30 mins early and my teacher was out before the students. After class I got the stuff I needed to be done and went home. I...
Irritated
Things are ehh right now. Hanging in there though.
Inhaler sticks > cancer sticks
First day of class was good.
It was really boring though. My teacher is chill and he has a hard accent. It’s amazing how I understood everything he said. He passed out cards that we had to fill out. I didn’t get one and I didn’t ask him until the class was done. The class is pretty small and I wasn’t that sleepy. This guy is really into computers and it’s basically stuff I learned in highschool....
Yesterday I didn’t go to sleep until like 8am. I was trying to go to sleep at 6am but my brother woke up and kept playing his music. I went to the living room and slept for a bit but then my dad started playing music on the cpu. I got so fed up that I went to the basement for half an hour. Finally went back up to my room and knocked out. I missed church and woke up around 2. My aunt and...
Life.
I’ve learned to appreciate it more. I think about my past and reflect on what has happened. I’ve taken everything into consideration. Back then I was a little bit more rebellious but now I feel like I’m actually growing up. I’ve been such an indecisive person choosing what to do. Now I just want to go with the flow of things. I’m starting to cherish the people in my...
I was thinking about getting a new piercing but I have no idea what. I want to get my hair trimmed first if I decide to get it on my ears. Maybe it won’t be and somewhere else. aha
My ear is throbbing where my cartilage is pierced. I haven’t worn an earring there for the past 2 months.
Officially in college.
I took my placement test at 1pm and I finished around 2 something. It was on the computer so it didn’t feel that long. My eyes were hurting a bit cause I was still tired. I waited in line for admission for 30 mins. People took so long and I was done in a minute. I got a ticket to go up to the second floor to get my schedule done.
Here it is!
Monday: Basic Writing III / 6:30pm - 8:00pm ...
Charity work
I’m probably going to do some soon. I’ve been thinking about people who are less fortunate. To just help out the community in some way. I’m not doing it for myself or for school. It’s the thought that counts and I have an urge to help people.
Overslept
I was going to take my placement exam today. I’ll take it tomorrow or friday. There’s no specific date you’re supposed to take it.
“Better late than never but never late is better.”
